While I was working on the pc this afternoon a bothersom trojan jumped onto my screen and just refused to go away. Anti-spyware, anti-virus all spotted it but was powerless to get rid Friend of mine stuck on Avast anti-virus which, in the first instance, got rid of the pesky blighter but proceeded […]
And who is getting paranoid now? Got a weird message on my phone today, answered in parts throughout the day - no responce from several people - should I be paranoid or angry? From a fantastic medical resource I am downgraded from Schizophrenic to mere Paranoiac.
Better methinks, but will others who have the most evilist […]
Went to the doctors today and had a looong interview with the nurse who explained about my blood tests, the upshot of which is that I appear quite healthy.
Originally went in the beginning about the state of my liver, which some people were quite worried about with the amount I drink. Well I getting worried […]
Stayed dry for a week or so, tried to drink again and spent some hours on the loo the following day - can’t take cider anymore. Next two days tried vodka-redbull - stayed awake for three days :-S - bad guts too - so that’s out. Thursday I was supposed to be meeting friends in […]
While searching for something else entirely, I found this little snippit of prose that I wrote back in October 2004.
Anger crawls like pestilence,
Hate snakes looking for escape,
Evil blinks;
The searing pain!
Adrenalin flooding throughout the veins,
Drug penetrates the blood,
Heart pumping madly,
Red mist rising.
Muscles swell with anticipation,
Sinues’ tighten,
Fists pummel sharp sand,
Madness spills to life.
Through cellar window gaze,
The innocent […]
Like an animal of hate,
Seeping through my veins,
He is rising,
Longing to wreack havoc.
He’ll destroying all,
Everything I’ve known,
Satisfying His lust,
Until all is His.
See Him come,
Hear his viperous word,
Taking all apart,
For His own name.
Awoken by unfairness,
Driven by anger,
A burning madness,
Is in my head.
Another short step,
And I’m no longer here,
Giving my world to Him,
My name forever lost.
Well went to the dentition yesterday, walked in full of dread, as one does, sat down for two minutes and got called in - didn’t have time to worry! Spent 20 minutes sat in his chair, mostly led down with my gob wide open. Had seven injections and waited while he fiddled and prodded my teeth […]
