Higher than high,
Thought I’d never climb,
Again I thought,
Never to drop.
Coursing through my soul,
Pulstating through my viens,
Forever pulling at my all,
Never to stop.
As the neverending comes,
There again is she,
Always next to me,
Never calling a halt.
Exhaustion calls at me,
And there she’ll be,
In beckoning time,
Never to break the line.
It’s been the waiting call,
I’ve waited all this time,
Hunting through […]
At long last a chink in this seemingly neverending rut of anti-discovery. A couple of days ago I decided, rightly or wrongly, to change the level of medication I’m on from 80mg to 40mg (averaged per day) of propananol, which I’ve been taking for a number of years. Closely followed by intermittent drinking & smoking […]
When times are right and words come clear, I really have a sense of hatred. Hatred of what I see around me and, sometimes, how they interact with me. Tonight there have been many instances but none to pressing to be mentioed here, although the emotions controlling these may be high.
I have found that may […]
A darkess is rising,
Filling my bones with wrath,
Taking my soul,
Lifting it to new heights.
He is with me once again,
Driving forth the hate,
Drawing on my anger,
Taking me ever upward.
Feeling His mighty talons,
Gripping within my flesh,
Pointing out the target,
Only this one’s self.
A dark evil grips,
Pulling my very heart,
Ripping from my chest,
’till there’s no breath left.
Having decided to cut down on my booze intake, from 16+ vodka’s or rums per day down to around 8 or less. Also decided to cut down on the smoking side of things, as that is somewhat excessive as well
Yesterday, after only having an Orange & soda I had an upset stomach, probably caused my […]
