Need to be with the family this weekend and J__ is away at Whitby! This is a problem together with the serious lack of funding for this time of year (I know, everybody is in the same boat), which means that I have to shelve certain celebrations and concentrate on home and family life for […]
Having awoken from a terrible night full of head troubles only to find that my state of darkness is set to continue. Phoned the authorities last night but got accused of being drunk when I wasn’t. Tried phoning for help in the night but there was no one there - only bloody machines. Texted K___ […]
Well ok, I’ve been somewhat living up to my name by not writing, or almost not writing, to anywhere within the last month or so, but there are changes afoot once again.
My thoughts are much more stable, well more than they have been, so initiating yet more seems appropriate given the present conditions. These are […]
Just done the accounts and cames to startling reality! Really bo*locked myself this week/half month moneywise! Went a bit overdrawn possibly due to the heavy drinking session last week (averaged £45 per day), then hit with a number of utility bills. No doubt the ‘ole bank’ll hit me with yet more charges as well - […]
While I was working on the pc this afternoon a bothersom trojan jumped onto my screen and just refused to go away. Anti-spyware, anti-virus all spotted it but was powerless to get rid Friend of mine stuck on Avast anti-virus which, in the first instance, got rid of the pesky blighter but proceeded […]
The gas board while replacing a pipe outside next doors’ house have inadvertently knocked mine off. This didn’t become immediately apparrent until I put on my hot tap for some water - I have a multi-point water water, gas-fired; and found that I eventually had a nice soapy bowl of cold water! Instead of spending […]
Methinks (only thinks) that I’ll be keeping away from future venues due to a drop in confidence starting in the not-so-near-future; is not yet at bay.
Spending time at home will be of the most-importance; more homebrewing is on the cards as is more of more of (spirit)ual drinking - take my meaning?(!)
Will take time out […]
Hmm yes, expected something like this was going to happen should I have gone down the lowly path to do with my rotting teeth. Went to the dentist this morning and heard the news first hand – some teeth have got to come out, some from the front, most from the top. Can partly blame […]
How I hate this time of year for everything goes wrong, goood works fail, friendships come to nothing, realionships fail, families feud and I end up alone. Oh listen to me alone in all the world, listen to to the sad side of me - bollocks! Nothing of the sort I hope!
Tonight I had my palm […]
When times are right and words come clear, I really have a sense of hatred. Hatred of what I see around me and, sometimes, how they interact with me. Tonight there have been many instances but none to pressing to be mentioed here, although the emotions controlling these may be high.
I have found that may […]
