Flesh torn and bleeding,
Dragging my way home,
Alone in what I’ve done,
Afraid for what I’ll do.
Anger and hate fills my soul,
Still fighting my way through -
Tearing and hating crowds,
Memories that they’d caught the one.
At my door, spilling blood,
Key in lock, reddened face,
Inside, locked up tight,
Safe, alone, away from harm.
A story to be told,
one day…
Not yet…
Much still […]
While searching for something else entirely, I found this little snippit of prose that I wrote back in October 2004.
Anger crawls like pestilence,
Hate snakes looking for escape,
Evil blinks;
The searing pain!
Adrenalin flooding throughout the veins,
Drug penetrates the blood,
Heart pumping madly,
Red mist rising.
Muscles swell with anticipation,
Sinues’ tighten,
Fists pummel sharp sand,
Madness spills to life.
Through cellar window gaze,
The innocent […]
Like an animal of hate,
Seeping through my veins,
He is rising,
Longing to wreack havoc.
He’ll destroying all,
Everything I’ve known,
Satisfying His lust,
Until all is His.
See Him come,
Hear his viperous word,
Taking all apart,
For His own name.
Awoken by unfairness,
Driven by anger,
A burning madness,
Is in my head.
Another short step,
And I’m no longer here,
Giving my world to Him,
My name forever lost.
Now that sufficient time has passed,
The target situation has been upgraded,
Including are those who have done unto me,
As well as unto them are now on the list.
The list has formed to take aim the coming wane,
When the Lady darkens her light,
I’ll sit and I’ll wait to take my aim,
With runic thoughtform taking fearful wish.
Names known […]
The night is long,
As, once again,
I lay awake in silence,
Just waiting for the dawn.
Clouded thoughts,
Of days long passed,
Filling each hour,
Keeping me from sleep.
Heart beats loud,
Longing for peace,
Hearing sounds,
That are never there.
Thoughts are long,
And oh so dark,
Fears rising,
As I wait for the light.
Long is the night,
And long is my fear,
Only to change them,
And long to hate.
Waiting […]
Higher than high,
Thought I’d never climb,
Again I thought,
Never to drop.
Coursing through my soul,
Pulstating through my viens,
Forever pulling at my all,
Never to stop.
As the neverending comes,
There again is she,
Always next to me,
Never calling a halt.
Exhaustion calls at me,
And there she’ll be,
In beckoning time,
Never to break the line.
It’s been the waiting call,
I’ve waited all this time,
Hunting through […]
A darkess is rising,
Filling my bones with wrath,
Taking my soul,
Lifting it to new heights.
He is with me once again,
Driving forth the hate,
Drawing on my anger,
Taking me ever upward.
Feeling His mighty talons,
Gripping within my flesh,
Pointing out the target,
Only this one’s self.
A dark evil grips,
Pulling my very heart,
Ripping from my chest,
’till there’s no breath left.
